Pre-tend.

Face to face and heart to heart, we're so close yet so far apart. I close my eyes, I look away. That's just because I'm not okay.
How long do I fantasize, make believe that it's still alive. Imagine that I am good enough.
And we can choose the ones we love.
But I hold on, I stay strong. Wondering if we still belong.

Will we ever say the words we're feeling. Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls.
Will we ever have our happy ending? Or will we forever only be pretending?

Keeping secrets safe every move we make. Seems like no ones letting go.
And it's such a shame cause if you feel the same.
How am I supposed to know?

Will we always pretending.